[ObiKaka][30 Kisses]Prompt 11: Regret
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hikoloveTitle: Regret
30 Kisses Prompt 11#: Gardenia
Pairing: Obito/Kakashi
Rating: PG
Summary: On the anniversary of her death, Obito places flowers at the grave of his dead girlfriend.
Some things he just couldn’t forget. Like the way she smiled when he told her that he loved her and the way she smelled fresh out of the shower. The look on her face when she first said, “I love you, Obito.” The way she had kissed him before she said goodbye.
Laying flowers down on her grave, he wiped away the tears on his face, crouching down next to the stone marker. He traced her name with his fingertips, mouthing the syllables of her name as he did. He’d loved Rin so very much. Since they were children in the Academy together, he’d loved her. When she finally had said yes to him, it was the happiest moment of his life.
“Rin,” Obito said softly. “Oh Rin. I’m so sorry, I—”
“There you are.”
Obito turned his head, looking at the mostly covered face of his best friend. Kakashi stepped forward, and crouched down next to Obito, putting an arm around his friend’s shoulders.
“You weren’t there this morning. I’ve been looking for you,” Kakashi said.
“Why?”
“I was worried.” Obito turned to look at the side of Kakashi’s face that was completely covered It was frustrating, he couldn’t tell what Kakashi was thinking when he could only see the left side of his face.
“Worried?” Obito asked. “Why would you—”
“I’m not stupid, Obito. I know what today is.” Turning his body to face Obito, Kakashi put his hands on Obito’s face, resting his forehead against Obito’s. “I know what she meant to you. Means to you.” Thumbs brushing against Obito’s cheeks, he looked the other man in the eye. “I don’t want you to be alone today.”
“Ah, Kakashi,” Obito said, raising his hand to Kakashi’s mask. “I don’t want to be alone either.” He pulled the fabric away from Kakashi’s lips. “I just want to see her again.”
“I know,” Kakashi whispered. “I do too.” Kakashi’s hands slipped into Obito’s hair, leaning closer with every breath.
“Do you think she would mind?” Obito asked, voice shaking. He felt Kakashi shake his head.
“No,” he replied. “I think she’d be happy that you’re trying to heal.” Kakashi tilted his head, brushing his lips against Obito’s.
“Kakashi,” Obito whispered, pulling away from him. “Kakashi, I can’t. I want to, but I still think about her. I’m not ready to—”
“Sorry,” Kakashi muttered, hands dropping away. “I shouldn’t have, this isn’t the time, or the place—”
“I’m the one who pulled down your mask,” Obito said. “Kakashi I don’t want to break your heart. Being with you eases the pain, makes things easy but I’m scared.” He ran his fingers over Kakashi’s lips, the lone, good eye flickering up to look at him.
“Scared?”
“Yes,” he said. “I love her. I love you. I’m terrified to lose you, Kakashi. Can’t you understand?”
Kakashi licked his lips, and nodded, slowly. “I can,” he said. “Obito, I’m not going to leave you.”
Obito turned his head, and looked at the stone. “Neither was she.”
Kakashi brushed the side of Obito’s cheek, and nodded. “I know. I can go, if you want to be alone here.”
“Stay,” Obito said. “You were her friend too.”
“Are you sure?”
Obito’s eyes flicked away from Kakashi for a moment. It was a tense moment while Obito thought, his eyes drawn together in concern. Eventually, he nodded, pulling Kakashi close.
“I’m very sure.”
30 Kisses Prompt 11#: Gardenia
Pairing: Obito/Kakashi
Rating: PG
Summary: On the anniversary of her death, Obito places flowers at the grave of his dead girlfriend.
Some things he just couldn’t forget. Like the way she smiled when he told her that he loved her and the way she smelled fresh out of the shower. The look on her face when she first said, “I love you, Obito.” The way she had kissed him before she said goodbye.
Laying flowers down on her grave, he wiped away the tears on his face, crouching down next to the stone marker. He traced her name with his fingertips, mouthing the syllables of her name as he did. He’d loved Rin so very much. Since they were children in the Academy together, he’d loved her. When she finally had said yes to him, it was the happiest moment of his life.
“Rin,” Obito said softly. “Oh Rin. I’m so sorry, I—”
“There you are.”
Obito turned his head, looking at the mostly covered face of his best friend. Kakashi stepped forward, and crouched down next to Obito, putting an arm around his friend’s shoulders.
“You weren’t there this morning. I’ve been looking for you,” Kakashi said.
“Why?”
“I was worried.” Obito turned to look at the side of Kakashi’s face that was completely covered It was frustrating, he couldn’t tell what Kakashi was thinking when he could only see the left side of his face.
“Worried?” Obito asked. “Why would you—”
“I’m not stupid, Obito. I know what today is.” Turning his body to face Obito, Kakashi put his hands on Obito’s face, resting his forehead against Obito’s. “I know what she meant to you. Means to you.” Thumbs brushing against Obito’s cheeks, he looked the other man in the eye. “I don’t want you to be alone today.”
“Ah, Kakashi,” Obito said, raising his hand to Kakashi’s mask. “I don’t want to be alone either.” He pulled the fabric away from Kakashi’s lips. “I just want to see her again.”
“I know,” Kakashi whispered. “I do too.” Kakashi’s hands slipped into Obito’s hair, leaning closer with every breath.
“Do you think she would mind?” Obito asked, voice shaking. He felt Kakashi shake his head.
“No,” he replied. “I think she’d be happy that you’re trying to heal.” Kakashi tilted his head, brushing his lips against Obito’s.
“Kakashi,” Obito whispered, pulling away from him. “Kakashi, I can’t. I want to, but I still think about her. I’m not ready to—”
“Sorry,” Kakashi muttered, hands dropping away. “I shouldn’t have, this isn’t the time, or the place—”
“I’m the one who pulled down your mask,” Obito said. “Kakashi I don’t want to break your heart. Being with you eases the pain, makes things easy but I’m scared.” He ran his fingers over Kakashi’s lips, the lone, good eye flickering up to look at him.
“Scared?”
“Yes,” he said. “I love her. I love you. I’m terrified to lose you, Kakashi. Can’t you understand?”
Kakashi licked his lips, and nodded, slowly. “I can,” he said. “Obito, I’m not going to leave you.”
Obito turned his head, and looked at the stone. “Neither was she.”
Kakashi brushed the side of Obito’s cheek, and nodded. “I know. I can go, if you want to be alone here.”
“Stay,” Obito said. “You were her friend too.”
“Are you sure?”
Obito’s eyes flicked away from Kakashi for a moment. It was a tense moment while Obito thought, his eyes drawn together in concern. Eventually, he nodded, pulling Kakashi close.
“I’m very sure.”